*LOL* i cooked again ! Weeeee ! ^^

i'm on a special diet now.. that's why.. *nyek nyek*

actually i just simply *hentam* ! but it turned out nice ! =P *pleased* how perasan ! wakaka! :D

here's it ! ^. *

yupe ! this is my lunch without rice ! hehe..

I started feeling sick on last thursday.. had migraine on that day too..

day after day, slowly began to feel very very cold..

not the normal kind of cold, but fever-ish kind..

still, i went for classes for both thursday and friday..

On saturday, I was already feeling very very sick..

didn't go and see doctor though..

was taking paracetamol pills...

In the evening at about 7pm.. i wanted to take a bath..

As I was still sick.. so I boiled water in the rice cooker so that i can bathe with warm water later..

after the water was boiled.. i held it with a piece of table cloth around it *coz it was very hot*

so i was holding the pot and walking into the bathroom...

when i was about to pour that whole pot of hot water into the bathtub..

*I didn't even know what I actually did or was thinking about at that time*

*Mind was abit blank and blur because I wasnt feeling well*

next thing i know, my right hand *kena*.. so my reflex reaction was to let go off the pot..

so the whole pot fell down and burnt me T.T

It was SO SO SO SO SO PAINFUL ! you really have no idea !

there i was screaming, screaming and crying while running to zakiah's room.. then i poured cold water on my self with my long pants on me..

still it didnt work.. zakiah was totally shocked that she didn't know what to do.. i kept screaming and crying.. *like a mad girl*

was still screaminga and crying... then I ran to get ibu's help.. ibu was desperate too coz there werent anyone there who has a car.. Ibu was asking everybody at her *warung makan*..

she asked for very very long... then, there was this guy who volunteered to fetch me to sanglah hospital.. Ibu told him to send me straight to ICU unit..

after reaching the hospital.. they put me on the bed and pushed me into ICU.. they placed me in a room and made me waited there for God knows how long ! I was screaming and screaming, asking them to treat the wounds fast ! I don't want scars !!! but they didnt bother! INSTEAD, they can still ask about my name, address and all IN THAT SITUATION.. STUPID PEOPLE! no brains at all!

they left me there for about 40 minuts i think.. guess what was the reason ???
Cause' have to follow the procedures! what bullshit ???!!!! have to register and get the sticker..get the medications.. ointments.. whatever it is first... then only the doctors can treat me! WHAT NONSENSE ???

ok ! fine ! then they started treating the wounds.. they let the 5th year medical students handle me ???? the doctors didn't really check also! terrible ! after that.. zakiah came with the local seniors.. they stood beside me and accompanied me through out the whole thing.. they applied antibiotics and wrapped up all my wounds with bandages.. the wounds on my right foot and left thigh were diagnosed as 2nd degree burn already.. so, they are going to leave scars.. T.T I really didn't know what to do.. then they kept comforting me saying that there must be a way to get rid of the scars.. doctors presribed pain killer pills and oral antibiotics..

after all that, i was sent home by the local seniors in their car.. then i called mum and tell her.. was crying on the phone already.. she told me to take good care of myself and not to worry about the scars.. they will think of a way.. I told dear dear too.. dear dear was so upset and worry.. T.T

these few days, melina them have been taking care of me.. practically like my mother already.. i really appreciate very much =) they checked me every few hours.. make sure i take my medicines.. check my body temperature.. buy food for me.. take care of my everyday needs.. really owe them so so much.. dear dear also was the only one who keeps me company all the time everyday... dear dear, I *heart* u ! ^^